Life moves on, I'm stuck in the past

They are doing the weight loss challenge at work again. The last time, my husband won it. Nice prizes too....but the BEST thing to happen was for us to discover a love for Disc Golf. Frisbee Golf. A love strong enough to get this girlie-girl out of her shoes, into hiking boots. To wear minimal makeup and a visor. To get dirty :).  My brother, husband and I would go EVERY morning, it was hard staying awake after working all night but as soon as the sun was up I would wake my husband and off we would go! Such beauty in the woods. It was FUN. It kept me in shape. It was a fun activity my husband and I could do together that was good for us.

Now, I sit. All day, every day. I don't even sit really. I have to recline, changing my position or I am in terrible pain. I went from running around the room at work, full life to nothing in the blink of an eye. Instead of my boss and employer apologizing, horrified, and taking care of me..they attack me. Refuse to fix me. Leave me like this, in pain and crippled when one simple surgery would give me my life back. That should be criminal, and may they all rot in hell.

With the contest, everyone will be active and golfing. Wonderful weather, fun. I pass one of the courses on the way to my doctor and it is like being punched in the gut. I will have to encourage my husband to go with the others, it will be good for him. He stopped going when I got hurt because it isn't fair but MAN will it hurt to hear the front door shut.

Enjoy every minute. You never know when your life will change in an instant. In a blink. You never know when someone will change your life for you. Don't ever depend on others to do the right thing. Count on G-d, yourself, and your lawyer.

Will try to end this with a happy pic or two....

I girlie-d up one of my discs :)

The dogs loved it too :) Trouble had such fun!

Me. The girlie girl who put makeup on while having a heart attack before calling an ambulance...no makeup having a *blast*!!

Sigh. Got to wear these ONCE before he hurt me :(